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[16 Nov 2005|01:36pm] |
I went a long while without cutting but than I slipped.
My mom took me to my volunteering(like she always does) and all she talks about is what I should and shouldn't be doing.I know she being a mother by saying it but when all she has to say is that to me ...
it really hurts me that she can't see that I need help that I'm hurting so badly. I'm 21 not 15 incase people thought maybe I'm 15 or something.And No one knows I cut.
I just want to cry and I've already thought about harming myself again. I feel like I have to scream at her to get her to notice how badly I'm hurting or cry.
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